So a few weeks ago Jon and I got into an argument at night and both went to bed mad (Unusual). We woke up the next morning and I was mad, obviously, and didnt speak to him. As the day went on I picked him up from work a few times for errands and lunch and still no talking, (or an apology lol). When I picked him up from work that evening he started to talk to me and we talked about the argument. I went to tell him how I am really emotional right now, and as I am saying the word "emotional" i broke down bawling. Jons smiling and I am even more mad because I cant control it and I dont know what to do. Then maybe 3 minutes later started laughing.
Then, the other night, Jon and I were getting ready for bed and were playing with the dogs and just goofing around. Then I was sitting on the bed and was quite. Jon looked at me and sort of smiled, asked me what was wrong. I said I dont know, I feel like crying. He laughed and said "What??" I was like "Yeah...I dont know why." Then just started bawling. Jon leaned over and gave me a hug, and started to comfort me as he's laughing. Then I started to laugh and, again, told him how I hate not being able to control my emotions.
After I cried I felt better. Its just so strange. Lol.
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